Dear Blog,

I'm starting to despise Sundays..
Or maybe I just need to go out..
But I wish she was free to go out as well.

Anyway, today spent the whole day at home and it was freaking boring.
Like literally boring as hell.
Other than watching The Bing Bang Theory and The Change Up,
I still hate staying at home all day..
Even tried to force myself to sleep but then my parents decided to hae an early dinner at 6pm!?
So only managed to catch like 15 mins of shut-eye?
And during those short minutes, my mind was a mess again :X
Thought about me and relationships.

I realized that my dream relationship would be to befriend a girl, get to know her and just be her friend for quite a while and if everything falls into place, fall in love with her and try my best to make her fall in love with me too. Yes, that does mean that I do not believe in 'Love at first sight' and it does mean that I will be willing to do anything to prove to her that I'm the one for her. You were my dream. And still are <3

And to think, how pathetic am I huh..?
Anyway, yea.. That'll probably be the key factor that will keep me up all night tonight.

Well, better slap some sense into me again. My days are numbered and ain't got much time left. Better make good use of it..



-Signing off from my iPad,
Valentine