Dear Blog,

I realized that I'm afraid of so many things..
And these fears prevent me from doing the right thing most of the time..
Firstly, I'm afraid to lose my best friends, afraid to be alone, afraid to have a horrible future both financially and socially, afraid of falling sick, afraid of having enemies, afraid of doing so much shit that I fear may screw up my life.

To Sam:
You asked me why I wasn't angry at you the other night, well, it's simple.
I don't want to do anything that could risk losing you.
That's also the reason why I hesitate to complaining a lot of shit to you.
It's not that I don't trust you, but it's just that I don't wanna say anything that could make you hate me :X

Still thinking about a lot of things..
Quite sad. But nevertheless, shan't be brought down by the negativity.


-Signing off from my iPad,
Valentine